dulged in reminiscence.in

"Memories are playing like a film without sound".

2008 was definitely great.
However, all good things come to an end.
It was hard but still,
Thanks "http://reminiscence-keith.blogspot.com" for being my listening ear all this while.

Reminiscence as always.

Blog officially closed on 25th February 2009.

Love, Keith.

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# reminiscence - thats the word for this post.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Took the time off to browse through this old com outside here in the living room cos i felt the sudden urge to use it. Fine, i miss using it. Haha. Was browsing through my documents and came across this so called super long blog entry that i typed out last year right after the breakthrough camp and didnt dared to post it out here cos i was too shy and it was too mushy! LOL. Well, it was as labelled as "Breakthrough Camp's Conviction."

Hmm, majority of the post was about the MM team and then just nice, my media player played the song "I'm Forever Yours"! I was feeling as though i was in camp! Gosh. That feeling so fresh, so comforting, so convicted and so desperate for souls. Gonna be another great camp ahead this time round i supposed.

Popped by the mm blog just a minute ago, seeing everyone so excited for camp, forever so faithful in the things they do apart from their hectic schedule and never being complacent. Ahh, i felt so guilty now. Haven't really been involved much in the mm side right now as i just picked myself up after that whole long miserable journey of life. It's a learning experience i would say. Haha. Too long to type out here, look for me and i'll tell ya about it! ;D

Yup, skipped a few friday trainings and giving lots of excuses to not turn up as the thought of travelling all the way down to nexus makes me go gaga. All the more, being so fragile in my spiritual life right now, draining myself even more will send me off to smoking. Ahaha, i'm just joking! You get what i meant will do. Bahh, was pondering over this person that played a big part in my life and i suddenly felt so guilty again! His like forever so understanding, forever so giving, never complaining and all the more his so loving towards the people around him. He might be alittle choleric at times and i just couldn't stand it simply because ima phleg. Gees. But overall, he have a sense of urgency and responsibility in the things he do! Boo, i'm very guilty now, cos i think i disappointed him a thousands of times in the way i do things and the way i reactions to circumstances. But still, his like forever so understanding give lots of grace( haha ) and never once did he scolded me for doing something wrong like being late like always. Haha, i wished he will scold me some day as to not make me feel so guilty =x . Sadly, i'm not gonna reveal his name. Lol. Go gaga yourself.

Hees yeah. Did lots of stupid stuff throughout the week like staying over mervin's house then deng's house. Played psp - dynasty warriors ( seriously a super nice game ) and ps2. Had lots of suppers at like 2am, 3am and 4am with mervin and deng? Go gym the next morning and run 2km, talk crap and bullshit over benny lava and the bun. Lol. Seriously no link. Hahah. Yup.

Bought a crumpler - the barney rustle blanket at like 105 bucks? Seriously a ripp off. Haha. Although it's new and sealed, it's an old model and it doesn't have warranty. But who cares? Oh it's a grey model that's no longer on sale. Got it on the forum and that person said he got it from a US supplier that was clearing his stock so i believe it's 100% authentic ba. Wheee. CRUMPLER. Pictures later ;D

Had some personal struggles recently like trying to sleep early and wake up early and retire from being a night bird, stop doing things that i like to do like MSN and dota which i don't have to do it everyday as though it's a must for me to log on to MSN everyday to waste time or a at least a dota game everyday like what freedy said. Gotta adapt to changes and don't let things hinder us from growing and take control over our lives. Hmm, got a convert from mayflower the week before last. Very excited for him and his called daniel! ;D A breakthrough for mayflower from stagnant living after a long time of harvestless. Haha.

That's about i guess? Managed to digg some stuff out below. Haix, i miss certain people that just come and go like that in my life and i just gotta accept the fact and live in regret that i didn't invested the time and treasure that friendship! Oh well, i'm off it's 5am in da morning :\

My post is very unorganized. - does this sounds familiar to u? Lol.

took this way back in sec 2 @ bishan cc with my geek specs :\

i miss schoooool :(

*listening to planet shakers - i'm forever yours.

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it's because u make me believe in myself; 5:13 AM
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# contact lenses.
Friday, November 16, 2007

Wow. Contact lenses spree again! My sis ordered from this blog seller online this pair of one year permanent coloured contact lenses which cost only 38 bucks! The contact lenses came directly from korean and many japanese and singaporeans are using it. I believed it's 100% authetic ba, since my sis has been using it since last march and there's no problem with it. Haha.

Ah, i'm very tempted to get the sharingan one which cost only $45.20 with shipping! I'm still thinking cos i'll look like a freak with red sharingan eyes. w00t.

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it's because u make me believe in myself; 11:37 PM
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# weirdos.

Ahh. I feel so tempted to blog about this. But i don't wanna hurt the person. Fine, i can't stand weird people that says weird things to me and behave weirdly and expects me to say something weird back to ya? Goshh. No way! I mean go get alife! Your starting to freak me out and it's making me go crazy. Away from me weirdos! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

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it's because u make me believe in myself; 12:02 AM
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